interesting...how with two sentences one person can ruin an entire relationship.
even if the relationship - i guess i should say aquaintance to get the point across- was short
it still matters. everyone you meet should matter.
and if things become a matter of ritual, or dependancy, shouldn't they be significant?
you would think.
i guess it is almost impossible to know how much a person puts into a "relationship".
i use the word lightly, to mean relations between two people, not at all romantic, esspecially not now.
ritual, i thought, should be a good indication that there is repetivite and equal work going into said relation, but i was wrong.
what else is new?
is it not atleast common sense to tred carefully on the topic of the meaning refering to a whole time spent together, as to not do what was just done. shatter it. completly destroy any illusion or memory of a particular person, any significant event.
it's things breaking as they fade away...
or after they are out of sight.
it's not fair to dig it back up and break it appart.
damnit.
esspecially when you can't even imagine what you are doing to the person on the other end of the phone line.
that's why i hung up.
[ a goodbye isn't a promise, and sometimes you don't deserve one. ]
it comes back to "knowing" people, and then finding out otherwise.
it's trusting, and walls and ritual.
guess the walls were higher than i thought
to bad that came to my attention after i tried to scale them
you can't save people,
and i keep trying.
i'll learn eventually,
or maybe you just did.
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Can you let someone else save you?
I am a composite of every person, I have ever met and Someone saves me everyday,
Don't give up, the higher the wall the better the view.
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