rehtorical questions

glued on
patent-leather smiles
hold eachother
desperate

beached (on)
solid ground to die awhile
a strangers skin
you lie in

stubborn
baking in a freezing heat
faithfully jade
stay away

a good point:
am i afraid to be bored?
to be comfortable?
but am i really comfortable if it's not completly right.
but it doesn't need to be completly right.

to much touching.
it'll end up just like before
why do i bother when there is only one that seems to fit?

but you know there are other ones that fit
that is why you keep picking these ones
more walls

a maze

labyrinth.

{i think i'll write a poem with that theme/title, even}

safe.
because i need someone to drag me kicking and screaming into falling in love
and he won't be it.
what am i doing?
why, why not?

i have a rehtorical question complex...you've noticed.

how long can you pretend this time?
you have a 3 month record...lets see

make it to may...then decided.

right?

is that fair?
what is fair about this?

it'll become physical...i dont want that

there is no lust
no love...thank goodness

and if he says it...i'll bolt...i know i will

i can't hear that from anyone...not yet...not when i know that we are too younge
when i know he is just saying that b/c he thinks he should

and i cant take that.

b/c i have only been able to say it once
and i ment it
but not again
not know
not in this situation

what is this?
not terribly deep and sofisticated...sorry.

i'll do better next time...

"ain't" that the truth.

ha.