stillness together

is it so much to ask that someone own up to their emotions? 

is it so weak to be decisive? vulnerable? 

or is it that once people have pin pointed an emotion there is not challenge and therefore no purpose? must we always be searching for something to justify our feelings? what if they just exist, mutually? does emotion lose purchase when there is no reason to prove it? if it is just known between two people that there is a connection is it not enough?

and if emotional fulfillment is not enough then what are we looking for?

are we looking for someone to hear us? and when we know we are being herd do we then have to project our doubt or indecision onto that persons understanding so that the picture is not so clear? 

is this over complication nothing more than a defense mechanism? or is it cyclical? things can't make sense for too long? or if they do make sense consistently how do we justify not wanting it, or not letting ourselves want it?

can we trust someone with everything that makes us hole accept ourselves? is it possible that those whom we trust are the most dangerous to us at our most vulnerable? 

or maybe it is that strong emotional connections are built on a comfort in unknowing rather than strength in internalizing the details.