6.19.2009

this road before

why is it that the only people who truly understand me on an intellectual level somehow eject themselves from my life? 

whether its running off to china or running away from a goodbye they all seem to be fleeting glimpses into a connection that i don't seem to be capable of sustaining. 

are people who get this close ill equipped for an extensive friendship? does their brevity serve a purpose? or is this some form of unconscious punishment i inflict upon myself. 

is the ultimate irony in this chapter my inability to maintain the relationships that i need?  

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