of which they contain the most

from now on i am going to trust that some people are capable of taking responsibility for their emotions, and equally capable of communicating the emotions they are willing to take responsibility for. 

this is not to say that i am turning a blind eye on the way people make themselves feel, or the things they do because they are afraid (etc). but with this, right now, i am going to trust that being let in a little at a time is progress, and that eventually seeing a whole picture will be worth something. 

because i am so sick of being disappointed by people. 

in this way i will at least know the mechanism that has the potential to disappoint and be less afraid of its consequences. 

alright.