4.20.2008

left of the spark



how is it people can distance themselves with intimacy? is the carnal nature of intimacy (or at least some forms of it) contradictory of valid emotion? or does it only validate emotional dependancy when there is an anticipated result of said intimacy? 

can i be so distanced from every situation i encounter because i am not anticipating in steering it in a certain direction? is it counterproductive to not know what i want out of a situation? 

can't you just go on feeling? situation? 
does there have to be a game and an objective?


it is apparent to me that if i act on feeling and instinct alone i am not enough. but if i play the game i'm too much. 

happy medium anyone? 



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